Wow it's been while since I did this using this user. My dA thing is [link]) I'm really sorry I haven't talked to anyone with this account, (if anyone cares) but if you did it would be cool if you watched my new dA thing. I don't know what it is actually called so I call it dA thing. lol. But yeah sorry peoplez....forgive meh...

.....I hit the ground.. hard . I feel pain all over my shattered limbs, I manaage to open my eyes and glance around a the surrounding area. The sky is still dark, the tree branches and leaves all contorted together into a dark shady mass. I turn a bit onto my back, seeing as I had landed on my stomach, but once I did I felt pain and stinging from cuts. I reach out to feel the cool blades of grass, only to find it all glass. I stand weakly and feel more pain in specific areas. My left arm is defiently broken, I can feel amybe two broken ribs and my right ankle is twisted. But the worst of it all was the big gaping hole in my chest where my heart belonged..but nothing. I sighed slightly, aside from my major injures I had brusies and cuts. I then limp forward and wince, this was a hard blow...I want to recover but it will be difficult without my heart. Where could it be? I search around, I keep my broken arm around my chest so I can hold myself together as I limp around. I must find it..there are a few things I can remember before the crash. Both my lover and I made a mistake, causing im hurtling him away and me to the ground. I winced at this, I never thought would happen. I wish I could hear his voice, I would kill to hear it, I felt tears run down my face and I sit down slowly. Perhaps we should jsut forget about each other for our own good....though I couldn't do that. I will always remember him and love him, Joe. Your choice..if you read this..comment me your descion...forget me or stay with me..

Well I'm doing pretty good every since my last journal entry...I'm dieing for school to just be over with. Just a few more big exams and five more weeks then I'm free!......well at least from school anyways. I jsut have the problem now of trying to convince my overprotective and thick-headed father to let me see my boyfriend..(fiancee) lolz. I jsut feel if I don't get to see him soon then.I don't know what I'll do.......it's even hard enough to last through school not hearing his voice and sometimes its bad enough that I can't even actually reach out and hold his hand or hug him. I mean I'm doing my best to even survive with hearing his vocie and a few pictures he sent me, but one daya that won't be enough. I feel like I'm fighting my through parents, school, distance, and other feelings jsut to get to him. I just hope this is a war I can win...I know we think about what the first time is going to be like when we meet each other and I think about all the things we have to do before we can even do that. Unlike all the other boys and guys I meet before, I feel like he is the one and fate will bring us together and not apart.....but on another subject...heh......I'm reading a book called,"Life As We Knew It.." by Susan Beth Pfeffer. Its a pretty good book but school work is keeping me away from reading it too much and speaking of which........I have an essay due this Thursday in English. About two short stories we read in class.......I have to take notes for Technology. Study for Science because we got this big exam comind up in June. Though I usually never study for anything...Finish marking up maps and this paper in Social Studies. Not really do much else....oh yeah and I have to cach up on work I missed in Spanish and study for exams in Spanish as well. And the exams are in June, same as Science! Then...On June 4th I got this chrous thing I have to go to for a grade. Though My Birthday is coming up in June! June 9th...so try to remember please and wish me a happy birthday! >.< Though don't try to surpirse me..I don't like surprises...Joe......*cough* But anyway.........I got alot to do even before I think about going to see my boyfriend during summer vacation. And yet I manage to talk through most of my classes ^^ heh. On side note I won't be staying on DA everyday for very long because I'm continusly leaving to my setp-mothers....joy...*sarcasm* lol. But yeah...this is how I am doing.....which is very stressful to think about. But yeah........bye now......XD

name: Anthea Rose

age: 16

height: 6'3 ft.

weight: I don't know yet...

appearance:[link]

personailty: Kind of afraid, really shy and dosen't usually go many places. But is very intellgent.

history: She was taking away from her herd many years ago. She was left to die on her own, but she was strong and willing to manage. Now she usually roams close to were she has venetured before in the flower valley. A spring just a few hundred feet away the only far away place she ventures.

weakness: Strangers and unknown places.

strengths: Her intelligence and her will to live.

name: Suvi(summer) Rose

age: 15

height: 5'3 ft.

weight: 97 lbs.

personailty: She is tough and likes sports. Is out going and most of her friends are only guys. She is basically a tomboy. Alos likes a good swim when she is down at the beach and she mostly likes meats and fruits.

appearance:[link]

history: She grew up as an only child with her father and got use to hanging out with him. She began to fix machines quickly and get down and dirty. SHe alos took on sports at a young age and basically the best at all of them but her favorite sport is volleyball. She likes to go down to the beach and play, she lives in Florida.

powers: She can bend metal with her mind and control it. She first discovered this when she was five and was helping her father fix his car. She hopes to learn how to bend other things with her mind.

weakness:She has yet to perfect her powers with her mind so sometimes she messes up or when metal gets wet she can't bend the metal anymore. Plus it takes a bit of concentration.